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Pressure builds up intermittently inside my head, tormenting and unbearable. Each time, backed against the wall, gasping, my eyes roll back as I am stifled by life’s dark, merciless grip. In the past, in desperation, I did what I had to do to survive. One attack after another, instinct meted out two options: explode or implode. With rage, food, seclusion, and self-hurt, I dealt with it and endured it all.
Over the years, I have come to know my tormentor and all that it seeks. So, now I retaliate with self-compassion and a stubborn refusal to quit. With each act of selfness, I grow in strength and, alternately, the force of my depression weakens in retreat. I can feel it. I am winning ground; the bouts of depression are fewer and farther between. Armed with a growing understanding of my inner workings and the cycles that I go through, along with a bag full of mind-bending tricks, I am more ready than I have ever been.
Daily, these are the different ways I release. Some are positive, healthy forms of release that are working for me. Some are not.

⚪️ Food for Release
For Better or For Worse (September 4, 2018) NEW
⚪️ Rage to Release
When Mommy Monster Comes Out to Play (April 29, 2016)
The Resurgence of Mommy Monster (October 27, 2014) NEW
⚪️ Cry to Release
Hope(less)
(January 2, 2018)
The Cry
(February 23, 2017)
NEW
Cacophony – Climactic Cry
(April 27, 2018)
NEW
⚪️ A Plan to Release
Life Journal
(May 31, 2018)
NEW
Phases of My Depression (July 27, 2018) NEW
One Year (August 6, 2015)
Reason for Failure: Circles and Lines (September 22, 2017)
Wired (July 7, 2018) NEW
⚪️ Reflect to Release
Brain Diggers
(November 16, 2016)
NEW
⚪️ Write to Release
Scripture
(July 23, 2018)
NEW
Sticks & Stones
(September 22, 2017)
Rrelease (July 22, 2018) NEW
Paradise Lost & Found
(August 4, 2017)
⚪️ Talk & Share to Release
About Living
(July 30, 2018)
COMING SOON
Moody Blues (September 6, 2018) COMING SOON
My (Weight Loss) Journey (February 9, 2018)
⚪️ Connect to Release
Survivor (August 5, 2015)
When Ugly Came Back
(March 16, 2017)
A Fresh Start
(August 6, 2017)
The Terms of Endearment
(November 12, 2017)
Declaration (February 21, 2018)
The Unravelling
(April 26, 2018)
NEW
Motherhood (May 13, 2018 / January 3, 2019)
NEW
⚪️ Creative Expression for Release
What is this all ABOUT?
(August 2017)
Luck
(April 20, 2017)
NEW
Labour of Love
(September 21, 2017)
Project:
Island Flavour- Happily Ever September
(September 23, 2017)
Project:
Recipes From My Mother
(September 23, 2017)
Recipes:
Banana Bread NEW
⚪️ Declutter to Release
DECLUTTER!!!
(September 15, 2015)
NEW
⚪️ Music/Sing to Release
⚪️ Activity for Release
⚪️ Yoga to Release
⚪️ Massage to Release
⚪️ Meditate to Release
⚪️ NLP to Release