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15.02.2022
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If the doors of perception were cleansed, every living thing would appear to man as it is, Infinite. ~ William Blake
Today I am creating a better version of myself. This was the centering thought for this morning's meditation. Could it be any more of a telltale sign??
Just a few minutes bef
21.10.2021
Wishful Thinking ~ Inspiration & Motivation
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21.10.2021
Wishful Thinking ~ Inspiration & Motivation
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21.10.2021
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19.06.2021
Magic in the Making Stew Chicken
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My dad was a champion All Fours player. I remember the ceremonial preparation for the Saturday game-night when it was his turn to host. House cleaned, table set, refreshments lined up neatly at the basement bar. Under his advisement, when I was old enough it was my job to shine the fancy Crystal D'Arques whiskey glasses, fill the ice bucket, fan out the napkins, and lay out the new packs of re
01.06.2021
A Crazy Shady Shit Show
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What if your life was a shit show? What if every day turned out to be a shit day? That's how I used to see it. And, how could I think differently, when Life made sure to remind me at every chance.
Even if I started it right, and got up early to seize the day, and filled myself with sunshine. Even if my first thoughts were words of gratitude and daily affirma
06.05.2021
Clash of the Titans
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All of a sudden I feel the currents of a brewing tempest and the worrisome swirl of hot and cold apocalyptic clouds closing in. What is happening? Am I on the verge of losing my baby boy? These thoughts have got me clinging to the past and remembering... The bobbly wobbles of tiny feet, venturous, but always leading back to me. Soft, open arms reaching up expectantly for cuddles and kisses. Little pudgy hands gently tracing the lines of my smiling lips. I didn't think of it till after, but maybe unconsciously that's why this mor
06.05.2021
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If the doors of perception were cleansed, every living thing would appear to man as it is, Infinite. ~ William Blake
Today I am creating a better version of myself. This was the centering thought for this morning's meditation. Could it be any more of a telltale sign??
Just a few minutes bef
31.03.2021
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The Unburdening
There are some who oppose the use of the term "MY depression." But, to me, it makes sense. I have yet to reach out to enough people to learn if Depression works the same for everyone or if we experience it differently. I am curious. Do all individuals who live with Depression understand it the same way, have similar highs and lows, or follow the same patterns and phases of emotion? I aim to delve further. But, for now, calling it MY depression works for me.
The Soul-Searching
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The Unburdening It has been four years. A series of highs and smashing lows precede me. I have not been able to eradicate them or outrun them. I currently am...
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Have you ever experienced an embrace so strong and so full of love that it wrapped you in armor and sustained you? I did once. I remember it was a radiant afternoon. The sun shined so...
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October,
2018
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The Unburdening Sitting on my throne, I look up at the clock. 1:45 am, fifteen minutes before my cut off for bedtime and I am actually sleep-ready. How nice. Strange. It...
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2018
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The Unburdening I remember a time, just after I had decided that it was time to heal myself once and for all, I started to feel something strange happening inside. It started as a...
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October,
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My eyes are still burning from the cry this morning. I clung on to M. and purposefully sunk between his arm and the pillow to muffle the unbridled screams that emerged. It wasn’t...
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Amidst laundry landscapes, I flop down, almost catatonic, comforted only by fading filaments of the evening sun. The minutes go by. My brain hurts. TV droning in the...
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October,
2018
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I don’t want to write today, but I NEED to write. I’ve been trying to ease into this…. allow the emotions to reveal themselves…. allow myself to feel. But, I know by the way I am doing it...
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October,
2018
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Am I wired for misery? Am I instinctively hell-bent on self-destruction?? I used to think I was. Life is better these days and things are looking up, I think, because I have...
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