Have you ever experienced an embrace so strong and so full of love that it wrapped you in armor and sustained you? I did once. I remember it was a radiant afternoon. The sun shined so brightly it bounced off the red carpet, casting a luminous glow in the back room. But, the heavy gloom […]
I don’t want to write today, but I NEED to write. I’ve been trying to ease into this…. allow the emotions to reveal themselves…. allow myself to feel. But, I know by the way I am doing it in short spurts that I am trying to control it. Is it because I’m afraid that if […]
Am I wired for misery? Am I instinctively hell-bent on self-destruction?? I used to think I was. Life is better these days and things are looking up, I think, because I have found healthy ways to release and fill the voids with soulful activity. But, there are still those days… I know what I have been […]
The Unburdening Alone again. No words to cut the deafening silence. Nothing. Week upon week of seclusion. Emptiness. I am unacknowledged, invisible, non-existent. Worlds apart. No common ground. Missed understanding. Discomfort, distrust and disillusionment. To continue is agony. But, this is what we know. I live and breathe and think. Wishful thoughts. Tormenting...