The Unburdening I have this insurmountable fear. It has always been with me. Deep down, I am afraid that if I get too close or say too much and let people really get to know me, they will find out the truth… that I am stupid, weak and pathetic. Maybe that’s why I have a […]
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In April of this year, I was with a friend of mine, Jackie Halstead, whom I’ve known since grade 8. We were celebrating her birthday with an intimate group of her friends, drinking wine, catching up, and redefining our selves on canvas. Perhaps it was the wine (Did I even have any??) or the exuberant […]
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I’ve been ruminating over my inability to pick myself up and it is literally driving me crazy. I am going in circles, trying to recognize and comprehend my ingrained patterns in hope that I can overturn them and somehow SUCCEED. I cannot help but ask myself, “Is it possible to succeed, thrive and ultimately be […]
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There has been so much planning involved. A whole year at least of my life set aside, and the many more prior worrying about it. But, I am happy to get to it finally, anxious and excited to do the work that is required. I feel that after this trip, I will be free. I […]
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Over the years I have come across many orbs of pasty cardboard or globs of goo claiming to be healthy cookies. But, the fact is, if it doesn’t look like a cookie and doesn’t taste like a cookie…! For a guilt-free treat with the perfect crunch/chew combination, that is jam-packed with healthy goodness, you have […]
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The Unburdening I am at an all-time low. I know I have said that a few times before. And, when the words pealed out from me each time, I meant it and FELT it. Experience has taught me that even when you think Life can’t get any worse, it does. Its gnarly claw reaches for […]
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